Its so terribly embarrassing how in love with love. I am!
ugh! I’m not going to go into details, but today it was so obvious to this one chick I didnt know. Dont even feel like discussing it. But why am I so “Taylor Swift”? I understand why people like her, are the way they are. But me? I have been in a relationship for almost three years. Not to mention, I have a child with him. I have seen some things that the human eye shouldnt be allowed to see on this kid. But I am still so love sick. Its so weird. My whole life revolves around stupid sappy lifetime movies that ALL have the same cheesy endings..
Its not a bad thing. I just wonder how long it will last. When I am fifty will he still be my every thought. By now I know love isnt the way it appears on television. I stop waiting for it because I have been corrupted with so much drama. But will I always be in love with this wonderful idea of me being in love. Will I always be so obsessed?
With Rachie bear, I know it will never end. When I first seen her face, right then, I knew it was her all along. Shes the one I have been waiting for lol. Hopefully god blesses all three of us and make a new statement. Young couples can grow old together.
oh god, there I go again. Night everyone <3
